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New Apartment!!! :)

Just got all moved in to my new apartment! So excited to finally be on my own!! Many people asked me why I didn’t go in with a roommate, but I honestly don’t need one. I can afford my rent, my bills, my groceries, my everything without help from anyone, and that makes me feel great. To know that I am finally taking care of myself fully and completely for the first time in my life. It’s the best feeling in the world! :)

#new #apartment #beautiful #life #excited #independent #take care #me #myself #and #I #great #happy #best feeling #ever

The Fog Has Cleared

My dream last night really opened my eyes. At first, I didn’t understand any of it at all, but then suddenly, it became clear. I must forgive; I can no longer hold onto the pain and anger that I feel inside. I must shed my skin and become light once again. I am accomplishing nothing by clinging to this hurt. I will no longer let this control my life; I can’t. It doesn’t matter anymore, I am letting go for myself. So to every person who has hurt me in the past, I forgive you.

#dreams #clear #forgive #pain #anger #done #life #happy #future #heal #heart #light #better #message

It’s sad when people don’t look at dates.. Something that was said 3 months ago is 3 months ago; not something said today. People change, and time can heal wounds, and friends can make it through a lot, and I thought that’s what was happening. I guess not. Oh well! Life goes on :)

#oh well #that's life #life #it goes on #past #happy #future #doing great #best friends

Happy Birthday!

#happy #birthday #freaks #best friend #funny #low #random

Never Been so Thrilled! :)

Wow, this feeling.. This feeling of complete happiness. The feeling that it couldn’t get any better. I hope you cry your little eyes out tonight, little girl. Shouldn’t have messed with me and my relationship. Karma never looks too kindly on those who lie and cheat, and she sure showed you a thing or two, now didn’t she? Get used to being sad all the time, sweetie, because if you’re dating him, that’s all you will ever be. Also. get used to not seeing him for awhile. Hey, if I could handle it for almost a year, I’m sure you could handle it for a few years. And to my ex: HAHAHAHAHA!!!! Rot in jail, you idiot!!! XD Shouldn’t have run away, you ignorant piece of crap!! I feel so free now. I feel like that horrible chapter of my life can now be closed. :)

#happy #ex #gone #forever #new life #excited #screw you #rot in jail #see ya #wouldn't wanna be ya #cheater #liar #karma #suck it #haha #stupid #you just got served #jail

So Happy :)

Met a guy, and he is flat out amazing!! He is kind, sweet, respectful, responsible, and funny. He has a job on the slope, he’s goal oriented, he is willing to come to my town to see me, and all he wants is to make me happy. I never thought I would find a guy like him. I am so blessed to have met you, Adam. You are beyond words incredible, and I can’t wait until you get back. I’m actually excited for life now. I’m waiting patiently for what’s to come next; I am finally living. :)

#new #relationship #happy #amazing #can't wait #beyond words #wonderful

Here’s To You

I sometimes feel like karma misses people, that justice sometimes never gets served. But in this case. I know it did. It got served 100%. What the hell were you thinking? I can answer that one for you: you weren’t. You thought you could just go and do that, have all your friends there, party, be with your girlfriend and just get away with it?! No; sorry, that’s just not how life works. You don’t get to do whatever you want and have no consequences. There are alwys consequences to actions, boy. I would have thought that you would have learned that the first time, but obviously I gave you too much credit. You had so much potential! You had so much knowledge and creativity! You could have been something great! But instead, you go and throw it all away; for what, boy? For a few fun nights, some money and a girl? That’s what made you so compelled to throw everything away? To throw away your dreams? Your goals? Everything? Wow. I feel sorry for you. You have no idea what you gave up, and you may never truly know. But just know, I’m praying for you. I’m praying that you finally realize what you had, and what you have now. I’m praying that you straighten up and become the man I hoped you would be. I pray that you find a girl who is actually going to be a good influence in your life, and will keep you in line. Because that is what you need; someone to watch you and keep you on the right path, because you haven’t been able to do it for yourself in awhile. I want you to know no matter how much heartbreak you have caused me throughout my life, I am not defeated. I’m not crying every night for you, and I don’t want you back. Ever. I don’t miss you, I don’t wish you were here, and I’m glad you’re gone. Maybe now you will get the help that you need. I hope your life turns out better for you, and that you grow up to be a good person and become a true, honest, loyal, caring man. Well, that’s all I have to say on the matter. I probably won’t see you again, so this is goodbye, boy. Goodbye to my first love and goodbye to the guy you used to be.

#goodbye #ex #trouble #cheat #breakup #never again #i'll pray for you #you're gonna need it #happy #life #good #fresh start #better #on my way #relationship #done

So I got offered a job at Hospice for the summer, and I am so excited! It’ll be great money to put towards my college, and the experience will be well worth it. My future is comin’ on. :) 

#new job #summer #happy #excited #hospice #experience #college #money